11:45 p.m.

It is happening again.  For more than a week now.

Sleep has come early recently.  A virus, sinusitis, aches and pains.  But sleep is elusive lately.  Awakening at 11:45 p.m. happens nightly.  The story is much the same.  Retiring two hours before and then awakening fully refreshed.

Keeping a record is important.  A record of what I remember upon awakening.  Sometimes it is knowing that a family member will die soon.  Dreaming about things about to happen so vivid it would take eight hours to enact the full story. 

AS assures me it is more abductions.  That they will be lifelong.  Sometimes in conversations with others, I have to catch myself not to share too much.  People tell me things that my dreams recently played out.  Dreams?

Dreams.  But it doesn't come in book form.  It comes with living and hearing about daily comings and goings.  Recently, a friend mentioned something that happened and I already knew about it.  I didn't know I knew until they mentioned the story and then my dream came front forward.  That is how it is with most intuitive people.  We don't get a story line.  We get triggers.

I knew my nephew and his wife were expecting.  That another relative was expecting and her sister would be expecting.  I knew my dogs would pass soon.  Authenticity is another thing coming full forward.

I will keep you informed.  Sleep well.

So You Think You Are Evolved?

So you think you are evolved?

You study meditation and mindfulness.  You belong to a sangha, take energy healing classes.  You don't, simply can't, won't believe in anything beyond the blue horizon. 

"The world of UFOs and clairsentience is too far-out for me. Though I am comfortably satisfied that "the truth" is not known, likely unknowable ... still, I sift my view of "things" through a filter of plausibility. And, ultimately, there is not enough evidence in my experience to bring ideas of "the paranormal" into the realm of what I consider plausible."

Sad.  Truly. But on the road to self-development.  We hear this often.  Many roads, many sections along the road. "Not enough evidence in experience" is merely that.  We close our minds because we don't know these experiences.  We only 'know' what we are told.  Yet we take a leap of faith trusting government types.  They know what is best for us we say.  But do they?

We close down, don't ask questions and say it is "too far out." Yet, we pay our taxes for another war, more congressional types who squander our money, set laws to eliminate the middle class, deny the presence of life on other planets and continue along the path they design.

So you think you are so evolved?  Really?